I realize that this is not entirely normal and diverges from the concept of normal family relations, that I want to be safe after it, often think about it, that I really want it, that I will not have jealousy, that I will not blame my wife for this , I know that I will feel good from it, but can she understand me and will she like it? If she even goes for it, it won’t affect our relationship, would she look at me like a man, would she have a negative for me? I am 100% confident in myself, but I'm afraid that she will dislike me or what else to call it ...
What do you feel now that you have shared and have not met condemnation?
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After I wrote you honestly I felt light as if I spoke out chtoli
I am a completely normal person without suicidal tendencies, I thought from whom such desires. I thought maybe a psychological trauma, so I decided to write to you
But I would not say what was in my life that could so affect my desires. An ordinary family is good. Father’s mother didn’t die early, but somehow I didn’t notice. Mother did everything so that we didn’t affect us. In general, my father’s death didn’t affect me. An ordinary childhood without violence, at school there was a quietness to grade 8 understood became a badass always was a leader all subsequent academic years the school was a badass all problems resolved by force liked to feel strength ... Now it's over not proud of it ...
Now a completely calm lifestyle, family, beloved wife and children, good work, an ordinary average family ...
In family relations, everything is fine with us !!! Apart from the strains that are connected with my desire, I want to hear from her some details of her contacts with men, not even some, but all the details in small details, and she is closed for that; she doesn’t want to talk about it, constantly changing the subject or evading the conversation on for whatever reason, and because of this I become closed irritable, I think that it is not pleasant for her that she would tell me what it was, or is simply afraid of my reaction that after hearing all the details of her intimate life I will read her bad or something like that, because how we had experience at the very beginning of our relationship, she then studied in another city, and I was madly jealous of her right to the point of insanity because she became for me the woman the only one with whom I wanted to live my whole life and had no one who had such feelings as to her, in general, very strong feelings and on this basis insane jealousy. But to be honest, at that time my feelings were ambivalent, I was jealous of my nerves, but sometimes I imagined how she was with him now and I was waiting for her, I constantly asked how she liked him and how much she had men in general, and it made me excited. There was also a case a year ago. She brought her mother’s photos from her mother in her youth, and so it was with the red photo. The very one I want her to sleep with, her first boyfriend, well then I threw a scandal like you still have his photo. your mother also brought a photo of your first man to my family, I went a little over, I didn’t deny, then she didn’t know about my desires and fantasies, and yes I hid them, and therefore I thought a little scandal would not hurt, but what would a normal man do if he knew that his wife keeps a photo of her husband’s ex and her first ins by Sheetal that it will be true test ...
And literally, half a year ago, walking with my wife, the conversation went about her studies, about the time when she was studying and we met at a distance, there was a moment in the relationship when she was pissed off by my jealousy and she decided to end the relationship, she simply ignored me and that was it. Since I couldn’t do anything, I just suffered, it was like a vegetable, for the past month my suffering she has come on vacation and we are starting to get along during the holidays I find on the phone a correspondence with her ex-boyfriend she swore that it was only correspondence and they there wasn’t anything, but although she was studying with him in the same city and supposedly didn’t meet, he forgot to believe it, and about half a year ago he told me that she was with him then and more than once thought that everything was over between us and to forget me was with him, of course I got furious shouting that it was treason that she betrayed our love and all that kind of thing, I was just drunk then if I were sober, probably it would not have been such emotions, and it didn’t hurt me so much to be honest, but after I found out that she was loving me, I could sleep with another and decided to open and tell about your desires ...
But still he didn’t specify who it should be, he simply said that he was with another man, well, it seems that they came to try three-way sex, searched for a man for a long time, found an acquaintance on the site, everything started to go, the first meeting I went to the seventh heaven from what was happening she certainly could not relax at the meeting she was closed and the subsequent ones too, but I was delighted with what was happening ... After several meetings I started to offer, maybe you will meet him alone, you can’t relax because I'm nearby afraid of something or just shy, she answers this la waiver saying in your fun and does not want it is one without me.
Then I decided to go a little different way, so you need to be liberated, you need to go to a meeting alone, and as if put a thought in her head like maybe we will choose a man that you like, maybe some of your ex with someone who was already like it will be easier to relax because as you already had, well, and after a couple of days the seed gave a bore, she herself said, well, you can type with the former first who was, when I heard it I thought that finally happened what I want.
But already a month has passed, the situation is building on the spot, I ask if you would like with him, he says yes, he says he remembers how good he was in bed and he speaks good, but he doesn’t take further action, I ask you found him, he says there’s no time yet.
Although there is enough time, it’s not difficult to find a person in our time of social networks.
And in this regard, I’m in some kind of bubble, the estranged person doesn’t work normally, it’s impossible to talk with his wife, it somehow doesn’t work either, her reluctance to establish a relationship with him I suppose that she is afraid to resume contact with him because old feelings may appear at least least I think so ...
I have a specific depressed person ... Even my appetite disappears often and I can’t sleep normally, yesterday I wrote to you without shutting down, I was waiting for an answer until one in the morning and now I have been waiting since morning since I spoke only to you, and it’s useless to look for specialists in our city even if and I’ll go to the reception, I just won’t be able to speak to the person in person everything that’s boiling up and write to you simply if you even condemn my face you don’t see mine ... Well, I think consider my problem as special and not as a condemning person ...
The story of Olga from Minsk:
- In the headline, I quoted the words of my husband, who believes that the bathroom is for us. And you, we don’t exclude, she may not like it: here many can even remember the film “Office Romance”, the scene where it is about “a blouse in terrible roses” ...
The apartment is in our new building. Bathroom - 3.7 m2, ceiling height 2.65 m.
When choosing a tile, we agreed: no green, blue, beige and gray shades. I wanted something bright, uplifting.
Tile Belarusian, "Berezakeramika".
They decided not to transfer the heated towel rail, they just replaced it with another.
They moved the washbasin to the opposite side.
The pipes were hidden. Two hired specialists were engaged in these works, who themselves bought everything necessary.
Electrician held a double outlet. Enough for us.
The mirror was cut to our sizes, fixed on the wall with glue.
Ceiling - white matte stretch with five lamps.
Wash basin - "Keramin". Specially selected a large closet so that you can put everything you need for washing. Principle - everything is hidden. In addition to cups for children's toothbrushes. I thought that it would be inconvenient every morning and evening to get washing accessories out of the locker. But everything is easy and simple. Even my husband never complained.
Faucets and a siphon for a washbasin - "Fittings".
Lockers "Deluxe", and one of them - with a laundry basket.
We already had a washing machine.
In the bath, they themselves painted roses under the stencil. The legs were hidden with forged pads, covered with their pre-silver paint. This, of course, is not for everybody. If desired, then we paint the bath itself with white paint or cover it with drywall and tile, which will still be sold in stores that way ... - after all, ours, Belarusian. But no plastic screens!
I am from Nizhny Novgorod, I’m 32, my wife is 23, I have two children 3 and 4 years old, I had a relationship before my wife, I met my first girl from 16 years old, I cheated on her every weekend, she guessed of course and I had a crazy desire to try Mzhzh, for about 6 months I was looking for candidates to achieve my goals. And somehow we were relaxing with the company in a tavern, there was my girlfriend with her cousin, her friends, my friends and her brother were then mutual friends. We pretty much got alcohol, and then I began to pester her friend impudently, at first I began to stroke her legs under the table, she didn’t really resist, and I knew that she liked me even before meeting her! 20-30 minutes stroking the leg and panties and she began to massage my assiduously, it was summer in the street and the cafe was very hot, everyone went outside to get some fresh air, Lena didn’t think for a long time, he says I’ll stay with me for a while I immediately supported her, said I will also sit, I say it’s not too hot here, moving the fan in my direction. Everyone left the room, and Lena at that moment quickly went under the table, about 3 minutes passed and mine comes in and asks, where is Lenka? I say I don’t know, but I understand that Zhenya understood everything, but was not in a hurry to say this, and here I had the thought, whether I could do this with my friend and her friend, since this situation happened, Zhenya seemed to read mine then thoughts and crouched beside me, having pulled a chair close to me behind me and began to kiss my neck, Lena sat still for 3-4 minutes, and Zhenya patted me and said Lena didn’t get out for a long time, and at the same time she had a malicious smile) so where am I telling you from? She’s not from the toilet and laughs out loud, Lena I know where you are, you won’t lead me, she says she likes my boyfriend’s member, she began to make excuses that I was warming her legs, that the first one started shorter! And Zhenya’s mother was the mistress of this cafe, and we had a pass to all rooms, in short, Zhenya says let's go talk to mom in the office, and we went there in three. As they arrived there, the girls sat on the sofa, and I settled down on the armchair. Eugene got a bottle of brandy from her mother bar, giving half 0.75. Eugene started asking her friend questions straightforwardly, she likes me, does she want to sleep with me or wants to always be with me? Lena was stunned, but immediately began to answer, apparently the alcohol completely liberated her, she replied that since childhood she had been in love with me, that she would have started building a serious relationship with you, but after you had been dating for almost a year, I was crouched by plans for Cyril, but I always wanted to sleep with him and wanted to give myself to him first, but it was not fate and she said that she was not very comfortable, that it had happened not so long ago in a cafe and that her desire to have fun was stronger my feelings for you! Eugene immediately began to feel sorry for Lena, patting her on the shoulder and back, Lena even let a tear come at that moment, Eugene tells her not to be upset, and right there to her, but would you like him to be our common one? I immediately went nuts from her proposal, but it turned me on, does she mean? The day you are, and the day I am? At the same time, Lena smiled) my wife says no, it will be a betrayal, but when we are together, then there is no betrayal,
Lena was interested in the offer and she said. , that’s an interesting proposal, but the board said it doesn’t have one, that she generally had sex once, with a guy who met 5 and was taken to the army, which at that moment was there) Eugene told her what she had he was also only with me in two, and Cyril also, if you believe his words, but we had talk about sex in three
said Zhenya, if you want, let's try now? Lena blushed right there like a tomato, but answered right away that she was very curious and admitted that from one fantasy of this picture presented in her head, she was already very excited, well, let's go to the Sauna, which was in the basement of the same complex. We went there taking with us about a box of beer, which we did not drink more than one bottle in total. Zhenya and I quickly undressed, and Lena was just starting to take off her blouse and writhing from embarrassment, then she began to take off her bra, but mine helped her right away, she began to take off her bra and set to work on her panties, while caressing her nipples, ass and pussy , at this moment I was almost torn to pieces by excitement, naturally I could not restrain my feelings moved towards them, I watched how the girl started to caress me and I was also very excited. I walked over and first began to pat my wife on the back, on the priest, after I began to do kuni to her, we were lying on the couch which was laid out in the rest room, I licked Lena, and I, after Lena, I licked her pussy and passionately licked her ass, then I entered Lena, and my wife at that moment was from below and licked her ass and pussy, then I took out my dick and started sucking eagerly, but I saw how excited she was when Lena licks her or she licks her, which is what I myself later I admitted that I had long wanted to have sex with the girl) after we all finished at the same time, I ended up in Lena, and Zhenya from cunnilingus from her friend, this went on for almost two more months, every weekend, even when Zhenya had menstruation, Lena did not have them for two months, and after that it turned out that she was pregnant, and that’s all has stopped! Further more interesting! I will write later if anyone will be interested!)
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